“Let’s just kill off Celia because we are going to forget about her anyway.”
it’s funny because that is the very thing I’ve been praying for.@1 week ago
I just want to disappear.@17 hours ago
3 years ago, Frank Lin and I broke up. Actually, he broke up with me because his family pressured him into it. A couple days after he broke up with me, I get a text from his sister telling me to leave him alone all while he was trying to get back together with me. This experience broke me. It destroyed me because it showed me how easily relationships can be torn apart, and how imperfect I am that his sister would go out of her way to keep me away from her brother.
Fast forward to the present. Brad Wooler and I broke up. We agreed to break up because we wanted to fix our relationship with Christ before we fix our own relationship. The truth is… that is only one of the two main reasons of our break up; I am absolutely terrified of interacting with his family. I cry myself to sleep every time I know that I have to interact with them the next day because I am so afraid that history is going to repeat. This stress drove me to the brink of insanity and the relationship had to end. This man, however, loves me so deeply that he convinced me to give this another shot; in fact, we had been informally getting relationship counselling for the past couple of weeks because we want it to work out. We’ve been hanging out more because we wanted to build up our relationship so that I will be able to overcome this anxiety….
But you know what?
Our efforts didn’t matter.
Tonight. May 20th, 2013,
His brother texted me (in kind words and out of love for his brother—to be fair), essentially, to tell me that I shouldn’t be contacting Brad at all.
Ouch. This cut deep.@1 day ago